idealization

just because
you want her

doesn’t mean
she feels
the same

or even notices
you’re alive

(D. James)

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stubborn lazy do-nothing fucker

like a dog
that won’t come

a bird
that refuses
to sing

or a cat
that won’t hunt

what if
I just sat here
all damn day

listening to Nina

the sound
of all that pain
washing over me
like rain

(D. James)