Disposable Poetry

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Archive for March, 2007

When we smoked

Posted by sdoubinsky on 31 March 2007

When we smoked
life was much easier
We had beautiful cars
with supersonic fins
and lipstick red tail-lights
We had flat-roofed houses
with swimming pools
of impeccable blue
and custom-designed wives
that hummed jazz tunes
as they fixed our ties
We drank bright colored cocktails
and wore steam-pressed clothes
watching with a distant eye
the ghettos burn in Panavision
Yes life was easier then

We were already dead
but we didn’t care

EL SEBBO

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hands

Posted by D. James on 30 March 2007

Hand of love
hand of pain

Who have yours
touched
and how

What’s on them?

Dirt, grime, blood,
the scent of soap

What do they tell
others

Do we know
the truths that
lie in our hands

(D.James)

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Things you learn as you grow up

Posted by sdoubinsky on 29 March 2007

A poem a day
keeps the women away

EL SEBBO

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Poetic Gamble

Posted by D. James on 28 March 2007

Is there no fixed
meaning in words

Are they merely
like dice,
toss them

Win or lose

(D. James)

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Daddy’s big day out

Posted by sdoubinsky on 27 March 2007

Went to the book fair
drank with my friends
smoked some
then drank again
Didn’t go home
Didn’t eat dinner
but went straight
to see more friends
play some rock’n'roll
in a club downtown
Finally went home
sweated some
shook some
puked some
and crashed in bed

Awesome

EL SEBBO VIEJO

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Clean

Posted by D. James on 26 March 2007

Water for washing
Water for rain

Where does it
all come from?

And why am
I never able
to stay clean?

(D. James)

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And who the fuck are you?

Posted by sdoubinsky on 25 March 2007

I
am
the
poet
and
who
the fuck
are
you?

EL SEBBO

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hopeful melancholy

Posted by D. James on 24 March 2007

In a dream
I searched for
myself

and found
nothing

In the rain
I see clearly
the shelter

In life
I see death
as well as
the other
way round

But I have
yet
to find my
way home

(D. James)

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I protest

Posted by sdoubinsky on 23 March 2007

Some things
can happen
for a reason
but
I proclaim
that
death
never does

EL SEBBO L13-WC

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Sing that song you bitch

Posted by D. James on 22 March 2007

A bird sings his song
sounds like a broken whistle
still it brings the sun

(D. James)

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Just a thought

Posted by sdoubinsky on 21 March 2007

How come
you can always
remember where
you have bought
your clothes
but not
the exact features
of those you loved
when they were still alive?

EL SEBBO

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madeleine

Posted by D. James on 20 March 2007

A trick of
the mind

Memory

Not what’s actually
happened

but what you believe
to be so

Yet it makes
up who you are
or at least
who you think
yourself to be

What has passed,
that which is no more

But lives
in your bones,
shapes your face

and makes you
feel whole

For who would
you be without
memory?

The elusive
unreliable
self-truth

The only record
you have to live
by

Like a taste
of something
you can’t quite
name

(D. James)

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A one, a two

Posted by sdoubinsky on 19 March 2007

Some people say
that silence
is the poet’s best companion
dividing the invisible
and stressing the thought
Like a familiar
it rests on the shoulder
or makes you coffee
when you come home
Yes they say silence
is the poet’s best friend
wife or mother

Personally I prefer music

EL SEBBO MUSICAL

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Scratch

Posted by D. James on 18 March 2007

Words like broken glass
scratch my throat
silence me forever

(D. James)

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Limited space

Posted by sdoubinsky on 17 March 2007

You ask me
if our love
will last
forever

Some questions
are just too big
for a poem

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Silent Night (dream)

Posted by D. James on 16 March 2007

for red-headed Heather (R.I.P)

Desire is red
while soul is yellow
and heart is black

Silent footsteps
in the clubhouse

Silent screams
at the theater

The dream speaks
of mad, deadly bikers
that you have tamed

Silent death of love
laid at your feet

I am not dangerous enough for you

(D. James)

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Bath time

Posted by sdoubinsky on 15 March 2007

Watching
my son and my daughter
laugh and splash
in the bathtub
I suddenly realize
that to love
is to accept
mortality

EL SEBBO

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Burnt

Posted by D. James on 14 March 2007

Words like fire
burn bright
for the moment

Then eventually
die out

like passions
of young
lovers

And the rebel
too

(D. James)

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There is no glue for a poem

Posted by sdoubinsky on 13 March 2007

This haiku
broke
like a cup

EL SEBBO

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You can’t go there

Posted by D. James on 12 March 2007

All this time spent
looking for light
in the darkness

Groping, stumbling
looking for something
in nothing

Trying so hard to
find a meaning

Yet denying
true substance

Go back
Go back
Go back

To where you know
to what you were

But you can’t
because that doesn’t
exist any longer

Perhaps it
never did

(D. James)

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Cheap Valentine

Posted by sdoubinsky on 11 March 2007

My love
take this flower
especially written for you

It doesn’t need water
and it will never lose its petals

you can give it any color you want
fragrance thorns anything

and if I should die before you
you can choose to burn it
erase it crumple it

or simply put in on
your refrigerator door
under a heart-shaped magnet

EL SEBBO ROMANTICO

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Dreaming of a long, long, remarkable life

Posted by D. James on 10 March 2007

I’ve spent countless
nights without sleep

just to be awake
when the sun rose

Climbed a thousand
steps to stand
over the city

and watch its
lights shimmer
in twilight

Sometimes lost
and wounded
Others found
and made whole

All this
and I’m only
half-way
home

(D. James)

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Looking for things in the sky

Posted by sdoubinsky on 9 March 2007

“Daddy, look!”
My son points
at the thin white stripe
of an airplane
plowing the sky
and I tell myself
that for him
this is only
the beginning
of long years
of wondering
what blue
really means

EL SEBBO

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QnoA

Posted by D. James on 8 March 2007

Each day
new questions

Are we here
simply to ask
them?

Do they have
definitive answers?

“When will
I die?”

“How should
I live?”

“Why is Hell
easier to find
than Heaven?”

Will these questions
drive us or
drive us crazy?

“Could you even
call this a poem?”

Should this be
the end or
have I already
gone too far?

(D. James)

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Tips not included

Posted by sdoubinsky on 7 March 2007

In this restaurant
no one ever leaves the table
The glasses are always half-full
and the food randomly prepared
Everyone’s a waiter
yet everyone is served
This restaurant never closes
and nobody can remember
when it first opened

No one knows if it’s heaven
or if it’s hell
but it certainly is
the center
of every conversation

EL SEBBO

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Stasis

Posted by D. James on 6 March 2007

In a quandary
a bind

Can’t keep it straight
in my mind

Want to kick
to throw
break

Something
anything
nothing at all

Scream my throat
raw

Create something
out of this destructive
compulsive

Fucked up
state of mind

(D. James)

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A love poem

Posted by sdoubinsky on 5 March 2007

To Sofie

My wife wants me to write
a poem about her
but how can I
when she
herself
is the poem?

EL SEBBO

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What does it mean when they say that?

Posted by D. James on 4 March 2007

Surrounded by feelings
like small scraps
of paper

Tiny notes
to myself
of what’s been
and where I’m at

Scatter them with
a rush of breath

Or light a match
and watch them
burn

(D.James)

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Old friends

Posted by sdoubinsky on 3 March 2007

To Nicolas Richard

I am drinking and smoking and talking
with an old friend in his old apartment
His kids are sleeping while the music
crashes silently on the floor
This is a good evening
I can see myself reflected
very small
in the neighbour’s window

EL SEBBO

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Femme

Posted by D. James on 2 March 2007

That I will
never understand

The depths of
emotional complexity

Thoughts tied
to feelings in ways
I cannot fathom

This, my fate,
to be near
yet far

To hear
but not see

Though at least
I know this
and do not foolishly

Think I know
much more

(D. James)

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In my kingdom

Posted by sdoubinsky on 1 March 2007

Sitting on my throne
I am waiting for glory

My crown is in my pocket
and my scepter in in my bag

My queen is ready
and my children
are restless

Sitting on my throne
I am waiting for glory

Will it ring?
Will it knock?
Will it destroy my door?

My heart is throbbing
my veins are weak
my eyes are sore
and my hands are trembling

Sitting on my throne
I am waiting for glory

and I don’t even know its name

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